It's Over

Regular visitors to this web site may remember that I had "met" someone through the Internet (we won't go into all that again). She came into town again this past weekend, we spent the day together Sunday, and we had an absolutely fantastic time.

Well, we were talking on the phone this past evening and I playfully asked her if she missed me. Turns out, on her drive back home to (her town), she'd been doing a lot of soul-searching. And she did feel that we connected on a lot of different levels, except the most important one: she didn't have any romantic feelings for me. And when two people are looking for a relationship, that's kinda important. Like ULTRA-IMPORTANT. And it's something you just can't force, either it's there, or it isn't. And I cannot and will not say anything bad about her; she's a beautiful lady, inside and out. She was as kind and as gentle as anyone could have been under the circumstances. I could tell she felt really awful. I was glad that she was honest with me, even though it hurt like hell.

Damn. Shit. F*ck. Sonofabitch. We were supposed to run away and be spies and sell real estate and sing karaoke. Guess none o' that's happening.

Well, as you can imagine, I'm completely devastated. Hopefully, I can get back to funny stuff soon; I don't really like this kind of blogging at all, it's not for me.

God bless you all.